Ninjastar13

Come wash away with me once more This water, it is the end Footfalls on a solid shore My Trusted oldest friend My words, they fall on every break Each wave, another fight The tides, my soul, they form a lake So let's set sail tonight We're sailing towards the moonlight glow With thoughts we knew were true My heart is something, this I know But Your heart is something too Anger is the single drop Rage becomes the storm Its swirls and swirls and never stops And fury starts to form It shapes the eddies and the swells It turns our ship about It drenches us and soaks us well And cleans away the doubt It leaves us naked without disguise And bias

The deeper sinks a splinter, The harder it is to go, Come friend, brace for winter, and see the darker side of snow. It dominates the entire night, It sharpens as we go, Come friend, hold me tight and fear the darker side of snow. It hurts without cuts or bruises, Its harpings we deeply know, Come friend, face the music, And feel the darker side of snow. Its a well fitted, faded jacket, Its earned its comfort and rightly so, Come friend let us frolic And play in the darker side of snow. Its meaning isn't hidden, It keeps our past close in tow, come friend lets sit and Reflect in the darker side of snow. Our tracks it keeps as records, So

I am alone in this abyss Where once was light and joy now is fear and doubt. If only I had the kind of mind that could accelerate the flow of time and ease the pain of this mountain climb so we can both have our sublime the way we did before I chimed in about my state of mind oh how I wish I could turn back time I am alone in this guilt My life once was a happy place and a play place not a dark place There is darkening inside of me, a blackening of part of me. its happening continuously. there is a heaviness that weighs on me, a heftiness that bears in me. a smoldering constantly. there is pressure building up inside of me, fissure

How we have fought for an answer Our battles as a practicing dancer Our minds as an armor-clad lancer Our bouts as a deliberative cancer We have tried with jokes and with wit With Humor both false and legit Just verbal foreplay, I admit Words dressed with barbs and with spit We have tried with logic and reason We maneuvered through weather and season By all means; honest, straight, or uneven Trying acts of kindness and treason We have tried with shout and yell We carried on, and out, and fell Our voices do strain and swell Our words have bouts in hell We have tried with fists of fury We drank liquid Missouri We acted judge,

When any phone call Would be the one to bring me home With the ring of a death bell toll Is it a wonder I am so alone Or I feel so alone As the last of springs leaves Crack and fall, dry as bone And coat the furrows of sorrows eaves Even surrounded by friends I am leashed by an invisible tether That none can see, that none can end That none can handle but I must weather Whether 'tis nobler A question or luxury I am not permitted For as long as I get older I will need my black suit fitted In my future there lies pain In my future there lies sorrow In my future there falls rain In my tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

Different shoes in different rows, Different colors, different toes From leather hides to rubber souls, Some with Velcro, some with holes Different tongues, different laces Different paths to different places Some going to work, Some going to play Some going to school, Some going away Different shoes with different feet, Some move slowly, some upbeat Different shoes with different strides, Different gaits for different rides Different shoes tell different jokes, Different shoes carry different folks

I am absurd         unheard and undeterred. I am chained         restrained and entertained. I am external         vernal and eternal. I am morose         grandiose and engrossed. I am offensive         inexpensive and comprehensive. I am academic         systemic and endemic. I am pleasant         effervescent and iridescent. I am modest   &#

Chump Change, remainders of the day. Reminding of a time before cost got in your way. Mutt Mange, enslaver of the stray. Deciding which shall die and choosing which shall stay. Gun Range, the practice of an art. Defending all you love so it's not torn apart. Slump Strange, a flatness of the heart. A mending from above gives you another start.

You're scared cuz you're my enemy Im coming at you heavily Concussive forcing steadily Readily and with energy Explosive anger suddenly Encroaching on the fun in me Imploding sun and stunningly I'll help you up begrudgingly Cunningly and physically I dominate with wizardry Turn you to a lizard, see Removing your humanity Reptilian  insanity Plus a streak of vanity Endangered like the manatee Fanatically Im hunting you Continually shunting you Death awaits in front of you Beyond that is all solitude Eternal nasty attitude Gratitude is mad at you No satisfying platitude Altitudes are dizzying The temperature is sizzling

I wish that I could understand And be at peace with hat in hand Instead the flames of fury fanned And burns the shores bereft of sand I wish that all perspectives, mine Resounded soundly in my mind But obfuscation is all I find I see and still feel like I'm blind I wish that I could make him see The fruitlessness of fighting me How pointless the futility When I'm there for him consistently I wish, for me, he'd care some more Not waving fist and slamming door Indignant, righteous to the core Stubborn as a marble floor His anger shakes and quakes the land Reducing all to dunes of sand Trees will fall and mammals band For they